Tuesday, December 27, 2005
hey guess what! mum bought for me this lovelyyyy white dress and this cool black belt from ozoc and this really sweet necklace! and dad got me this absolutely niceee jacket! yayness (:
there's this really gorgeous hunk working at newurbanmale at citylink! he reminds me of jianyi (from the rainbow connection 9pm show) haha... if it werent for my mum i would have melted on the spot. haha. just kidding.
Rain's on the cover of YOU zhou kan! must buy!! so cute. even mum agrees. haaz...
ok some food recommendations:
fish soup- blk 629 bedok reservoir. the fish slices are really big and fresh! the soup tastes heavenly! niceeee!
carrot cake-the coffeeshop opp. tampines NPP for those who like black carrot cake, sorry only white avaliable. but its really nice! best in singapore! (to me haha)
wantan mee-bedok centre coffeeshop. situated beside the interchange. but only avaliable in the morning. the chili they use is really special. haa. a must try! its called ben4 zhen1 wantan mee.
chicken rice-bedok reservoir road. coffeeshop opp. TKPS. very nice! a must try!
er ok thats all for now. heh...
feel bad for pangseh-ing lionel who's so accident prone. but never mind. he's evil. /
evil laughs (seems like im the evil one. boo!) havent even bought his xmas present! muhahaha.
was reading the past entries few days back.and i realised...i've locked myself away from many people...people whom, from my view, try to approach me nearer than they should.i've been dodging.i've been hiddingmaybe its feari dont want to be deluded. yet again.but whatever it is, its preventing me from opening upfrom believing and trusting.even if the person does have the key to my heart...im afraid i may not relentthis past year, the feeling of emptiness engulfs me.but i feel safe. although its uneventful and dull, at least i dont risk myself of getting unhinged which would eventually lead to desolation.when would i open up.who would that person be.question marks remain.i've to learn how to deal with my own emotions first.for the first time this year, i no longer wanna feel safe.i wanna feel again...forgive me for my misdeed.to those i've hurt so, sorry.
take me with you
9:22 PM
